whatchamacallit?

o.o scratch

2008-07-16T06:58:00.000-07:00

omg this is the third time im writing this stupid crap la,
keep pressing wrong button.
i got scratched during training today.
by the stupid curb i hit. tak. julia's ball...
anw, went to plaza sing just now to get afew more things for karl
and yes, im giving it to him tmr.
he is so gonna appreciate it.
omg im so exhausted!
i havnt had enough sleep.
and the worst part is, all the test are attacking soon!
the first would be history.
heard its not very easy.
grace wrote so lil for hers man.
maybe she'll just pass or sth.
hahas. em was doing her dsa form thingie.
mum was strict with her, just like when she did with me.
i remember lastime when i did my first draft,
my pen ran out of ink half way and she scolded me like mad.
ahaha. ahh so tired alr. time to go touch up on karl's pressie.
nights!

long time no see!

2008-07-11T06:43:00.000-07:00

my com finally okay!
my com crashed, and yes, very inconvenient.
long time no see y'all!
the arts fest was quite fun. hahas.
there was aloud, acs i band was extremely good.
ohh and rachel lim sang very nice that night too!
okay, then there was dance night, it was one day after family night.
ohh half way through fam night,
haha, almost as usual, we sneaked out!
ahahaha. so fun.
yea, then see sneaked a peek of the performance of dance night.
then on dance night itself,
i was freaking screaming my lungs out man, then went to kap with wr.
ohh and today is suppose to be drama night,
tonight and tomorrow's.
heard chij just had a drama night too.
hahas, tim was freaking out that jona appeared for every event he went.
hahas. but what can i say? there's still choir night left.
i really hope he can make it too.
it'll be so freaking fun! WHOO!
like imagine, i go GO HORNY, and jeremy go GO MINT and then nick go GO HONEY!!
ahahaha. can imagine chewie show middle finger to us on the stage. hahas.
its like so far away la, 15th. tsk.
ohh and tomorrow, karl's suppose to have his bdae party.
bt i heard its all the people whom he' probably not have invited, his mom did.
but ohh wells. its not suppose to be till next week,
gotta go get his pressie ready.
maybe go pass it to him at school on thursday.
ooohhh! so many things to look forward to.
im missing class with jessica and tommy and his other friend and jared for karl's bdae,
he'd better make me not regretting my choice.

upset

2008-06-18T04:22:00.000-07:00

bittersweet!
went to the damn history museum today,
did abit of hw with grace today.
then ended up doing mani. hehe.
ourselves la kay,
i din go have a proper manicure in the middle of work.
yea, so talk talk talk,
got really mad,
i think i got backstabbed.
really bad. freaking annoying,
i dont want a wannabe.
ann-nee-wayy,
saw mou mou ren's blog
and poof! i never felt so bad.
found out alot of stuff abt that dude though.
still not feeling the love yet!
and darn it, school's reopening..

quiz plus saturday.

2008-06-15T12:11:00.001-07:00

1.What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
friends:)
2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
seldom but yea, who doesnt?
3. What happened yesterday nite?
i knocked off cos i had a tiring day. ohh and jap food at rtc for dinner sucked like shit.
4. When did you last cry?
quite long ago i think.
5. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
dun quite like peanut butter.
6. What do you want in your life right now?
my friends back in s'pore with me to chill, more time, no homework, shopping,
greater sale than the great singapore sale!
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?i
f i have a umbrella then yea, not so heavy rain, no,
no umbrella, wait for the rain to stop, get mommy to fetch me, walk by shelter if there is one.
8. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
my bolster!
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
pants.
10. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
too many.
11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
why? just gives me more to worry about right?
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
not at the moment.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
ohh gosh i cant remember.
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
lawrence's bdae
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
xiang nian shi hui hu xi de tong-- fish leong.
17. Do you have any nicknames?
honey(:
18. What does your last received text message say?
good night lil gurl and dont harm the poor lil bed bugs even if they try to bite you. HAHA!
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
i forgot. i think nearly 1.
20. Are you currently happy?
I suppose so?
21. Who gives you best advice?
grace, minnhwei, lawrence? tim? jason.. wanrui..KARL! cant remember anymore. sorry guys!
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
dont really eat whipped cream.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
phuvan.
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
not really.
25. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
lawrence.
26. Do you wear toe socks?
no, kindda gross.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
grace. haha.
28. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yea..
29. What annoys you most in a person?
ass-like..
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
hahas. dun think so..
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
err.. no.
32. What is the colour of your room?
cream.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
nah. torturing is probably better.
34. Do you believe in the saying "talk in cheap"?
maybe?
35. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
me!
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
cant remember.
37. What do you want to say to the person you have a crush on?
im not crushing on no one.
38. Do you have a life?duh!
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
nope, not that i can remember.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?
me emoing, the friendster one
.41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
Can't remember. maybe khee yen.
42. Last time you smiled?
when i was watching mr goodbye i think.
43. Have you changed this year?
yea, very much.
44. What are you listening to right now?
some s.h.e song.
45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
nope.
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
im not blind..
47. Is there a quote you live by?
live like barbie!
48. Do you want someone you can't have?
not really. maybe yes?
i dunno. ok, not quite.
49. Have you ever played an instrument?
yes! the RECORDER AND HARMONICA! HAH!
50. What was the worst idea you've had in the week?
dont know, maybe to actually do my homework.
51. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
watching movie.
52. Are you happy with your love life right now?
its okay i guess. wudnt change it for nothing.
53. What song describe your love life?
i dunno..
54. Does the person know that you like him/her?
nope, dun have one...zz.
55. Who always make you laugh?
friends, and stupid people.
56. Do you speak other language other than English?
yea, chinese, a lil indo.. thats all i guess.
57. Are you blond?
im not light headed, really.
58. Whats your middle name?
glamour! hahas. no.
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
i dont know actually.
60. What do you think you are like?
not very friendly, quite.. quiet at times, sentimental, loves going crazy every once in awhile though.
61. Who will you choose to die with?
grace and i share the same sentiment, we dont wanna die.
62. Where have you been today?
tuition, balmoral, training
63. What game do you play often?
a tennis match? lol.
64. Who are you missing right now?
my friends..
65. If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
friend.
66. What are you doing right now?n
othing much, this quiz and listening to music.
67. Which primary school are you from?
(breathe in) swiss cottage pri, balestier hill pri, stmarg's pri (breathe out)
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
white, pink, silver.
69. What emotion you like to show?
happy?
70. What is life to you?
full of things to go after.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
talk to a friend.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today?
din go on.
73. Who do you admire the most?
coach i think.
74. Which month are you born in?
november
75. How are you feeling right now?
i dunno, nothing actually.
76. What is the time now?
2:15 am
77. Where are you now?
doing this quiz and listening to music.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair ?
din dye at all.
79. Why are you doing this test?
grace told me to do it. and im going on the net anw.
80. What do you do when you're moody?
complain to a friend, go out, call someone!
81. At which age you wish to get marry?
ard 27?
82. Who is most important to you?
that a really mean question.
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
sufficient, depends.
84. Who is the person you trust the most?
many hahas.
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
maybe not. i always thought it was a fact till now, when the "believe" thing come in.
86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
be with all my buds.
87. What is your goal for this year?
lose weight! try to get into ip!
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
dont know. but dont they always fade in the end?
89. What do you love?
Family, friends, people who mean alot to me.
90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?
yea, dad still said its so hot so we must use aircon, that way its not so hot, good for global warming. haha.
91. What feeling you hate the most?
when someone stabs you in the back.
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes, those i really count as friends and not jsut acquaintance.
93. Do you believe in God?
guess so.
94. Who cares for you the most?
family, friends, coach, close teachers.
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
most? problems lor.
96. Do you hate this quiz?
not really, but kindda troublesome. i just answered 96 questions.
97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
hurting people i shouldnt have?
accidentally not realise a casanova when i saw one.
98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?
kindda hurt and upset.
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
i'd cry to my stead's parents to get him whacked from being too naughty,
bet they'll do a better job than me
and bitch-slap the bitch back to her momma.
100. Who would u sabo next?
i dont sabo people.

something funny happened one saturday.
during training, there was this new boy,
ard 8 or sth.
he looks retarded to me, laughing at everything,
from people miss ball, to out, to nothing at all,
he laughs. and he doesnt want to move his legs.
so when fee was feeding the ball to him, he din make any effort at all to go to the ball.
then uncle eddie was like shoot at him, he sure move one.
he's a beginner, so fee gave him very light shots.
then when she hit at him, the 3rd shot she hit him in the fly!
hahas. then he started crying and uncle eddie was like ur bird bird fly away alr ar?
fee, how come u never shoot the flying one u come hit the one walking?
hahahahah. then i was at the seat laughing like shit.
i vomitted, not slacking.

back in singapore baby!

2008-06-12T08:55:00.000-07:00

ooooh! finally back in singapore.
went to jakarta for 9 days.
baby brandon so cute!
he peed on me though.
really miss home alot,
especially my bed:D
did a lil bit of shopping there.
i got 3 tops in total.
not very much but still okay.
guess i can shop more in singapore since its the sales now.
aww man, i miss all my frens alot!
wonder if jason's back.
so many people are flying off and there's so many tuitions and homeworks, how to go out?!?!
i feel like hitting taka and vivo.
and get a mani. whoo!
hols is only a week more!
and i have to replace all the tuition lessons missed.
kindda tough.
im suppose to go for one replacement tmr but there's school training.
sigh. better grab the phone and go for a shopping spree or something.

back from m'sia!

2008-05-24T04:04:00.000-07:00

whoots! back from malaysia!
i feel so tired man.
lack of sleep..
wr says ima pig cos i sleep too much.
but who was the one who couldnt wake up in the morning?
ipoh was really ulu.
ok maybe not that bad la.
bt the houses were on stilts.
shopped like mad.
so fun!
yuppie.
the hotel was fine, for mine.
gen's room had like red stain.
freaked everyone out. and like i heard people say that there was some sound once.
so they were like crying there cos it was really scary.
din go there tho.
and there was this dish the teachers made us try.
its suppose to be chicken with beansprout delicacy.
but it turned out that they were on 2 separate dish!
hahaha! what a joke.
then like halfway crapping at the pasar malam chicken beansprout,
there was this mad woman who passed by.
then its like she was like grumbling and stuff and like all of a sudden lift up her shirt!
the grossest thing was, she wasnt wearing under garments.
damn sick.
it killed our appetite even more.
that was one of the most intricate memory of all unscheduled events.
bt i guess the camp was alright la.

then coming back to singapore,
found out people has been spreading rumours again.
wonder how certain people are taking it bt anyway..
WHO CARES?!
just see how things go.

[[7:21pm; 24th may 2008]]

nothing much

2008-05-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

nothing much to blog abt today la.
mh's coming over on monday night.
tmr have math replacement with grace and marina,
friday going out with jason and steff and maybe james.
i need to CHILL!
everyone has been cancelling out on me man.
jason cudnt make it on tuesday so friday,
today raining so training cancelled.
ohh and saturday no tix for hcjc dance night.
sigh. so sad.
niwaes, last week alr, gonna slack real good.
and the malaysian trip is like next week.
4 days, WITHOUT shorts.
like can die la.
like can u believe it? no shorts?
and some of my classmates did research on the hotel we're gonna be staying.
it was horrible, bird poop, lizard poop! moldy towels!
omg i really hope it doesnt happen to me man.
i'll really freak man.
and oh goodness. there's this guy i met recently, he gives me the chills.
steff said sth abt him, freaky.
mh also told me to stay away fr him.
sth is dead wrong man.

[[11:48; 14th may 2008]]

bad day

2008-05-07T07:09:00.000-07:00

aww man, this is the worse day ever!
phone kena confiscated and like some crappy testi ass problem. screw it.
its like i was smsing joseph then steph saw then she told eunice then eunice confiscated my phone la. zz..
ohh and went out for lunch with jo, so horny la he. hahas.
yea, bt still funny(: and then went home, sleep till very late then like after after that, went on com and had the freak of my life.
IM REALLY SORRY! and like im emoing to jo now.
sigh. im like really worried bout tim now.
sth wrong's going on with him.
he just wouldnt hear me out. sigh.

some day it is, i hope i dun relive this horrid day.
omg im still so worried bout tim!

[[10:54pm; 7 may 2008]]

sore throat

2008-04-27T08:28:00.000-07:00

sore throat, what a day. started of with flu and sore throat then sore throat all the way, i doubt im gonne go for training tmr. gotta get an mc too. thank goodness the timetable changed or i'll have to try making it through pe. must be yesterday la, it was steffina's bdae party and she only asked me whether i cud make it in the afternoon. i noe! i cant believe it to, usually i'll have something on but its like right after tuition so OKAY:D when i got there, steff was whip creamed by her frens. they were kindda hostile at first but it turned out a joke of some sort, still dont get it though. so its like wenying and anni and steff and i were like by the pool then wenying and anni pushed steff in then steff dragged wenying in then they both wanted to pull anni in too so anni was begging them and told them she will go in but she will do it herself but they din care so they pulled her in too! hahas. then they all wanted to pull me in too, but its like they had their hairclips and accessories that are rustible so i go put them back into the multi-purpose room and change. muahahaha! yea, but they still pushed me in, all three of them. well, in the end everyone went into the pool. hahas. james' was hilarious! he was dragged on the floor then he was complaining very painful so they stopped but he went in afew times in the end la. then there was this guy called handy, he was big so its like when he sat down, no one else cud push him so after afew people, this time yt pushed him is, its like this time he could slide! hahas. man of a lady. hahas. and this time she was the only person who pulled him in with her! hahas. then after that i had to go home. but she whole party wasnt just pool-dunking la, there were some other stuff too. and before that, geok, li and i handed steffi her bdae gift fr us. cool right, 2 bdae something on the same day, they're not the exact days la. yea, anw, the book was like we cudnt think of anything else to write and kindda no time so there were like liyana (bio) in pencil there. hahas. then i wrote the true or false section of me then the first random stuff was i like jonathan poh, true or false, then they all were like ehhh...? true true true!!! then i flipped the page and was like see??? see??? see??? hahas. and when steffi flipped to the shout outs and confession section, i wrote i do not have a crush on jonanathan but is secretly in love with steffi then its like steffi was like omg (smashes hand on forehead, however i discribe this action!) and jonathan was like WHAT?!?!?! WHO WROTE THAT?!?! and everyone else wad like ooohhhh!!! but apparently, everyone read wrongly cos i wrote DO NOT have a crush on jonathan. but anyway, it was kindda fun and apparently, jonathan's bdae is 6th november! 2 days after mine, exact same day as catherine's and 1 day before akiko's. so cool la. still din manage to get flip flops. my size ran out not only at the great world city branch i went to but ALL novo shops! so sad la. but nvm, once i get a chance to go out, i'll go hunt some sexi flops down! and i studied today, so guai *pat pat*

[[11:57; 27 april 2008]]

long time no see

2008-04-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

schoolwork has really gotten into me man, neglecting this dying blog. now that nationals are over, i have more time to catch up and stuff. unfortunately, exams are ard the corner. luckily just 2 subs only, chem and life science. the most recent events are the sc carnival and erm.. satursday training i guess. sc carnival was kindda fun. jona and sw and ian were there. these were the few i saw la. i was with nick, ben and karl. ben went off early to meet his frens so it was nick and karl. we were at the basketball court watching nick play basketball then karl was laughing at some guys. kindda mean but it was really funny la. then erm.. we went to get drinks and we wanted to drink coffee bean which was opposite dawn's stall and needed more coupon so dawn was furious when we din buy fr her stall but instead went to go buy coffee bean, opposite hers. hahas. sorry lil sis. then nick and karl wanted to go haunted hse so i had to follow them. luckilyl the queue was long. i have small guts. then we went to the shaw hall there. on the way there, i met jamie coming fr the other direction but she totally cudnt remember me man. so sad. then when we were at the shaw hall, jona and co were there. nick was daydreaming, probably oogling at someone. then karl was contemplating dancing ddr. but he din in the end. then we ended up going back to the canteen and the 2 bought drinks. it was damn funny man. there were more blackcurrent than the lemonade thingie btu blackcurrent was "sold out". so its like nick asked for blackcurrent, the gurls said sold out. then he asked for lemonade. then they looked at each other and said watever price it was. then in my mind, i was like wah.. he's that appealing meh? then nick bought 2 shares, one for karl and the other for himself, i was full then. yea, then nick was given 2 jelly stuff but karl one. but i ate it all:p after that we sat at those exercise place and we were talking abt it then he was like told u its my looks. then the three of us laughed. then when looking at people, some boy did the stations and was kindda retarded. but ltr he went off. then the funniest part came when some guys came along and looked in our direction. then some of them tried doing pull-ups using the monkey bars but only managed 2 then when they walked some distance away, karl went up to the monkey bar and did more than 10 and the guys turned their head back and kindda like whispered sth. hahas. then they walked off and karl gave the hah!-i-beat-you-and-you-are-a-loser actions. it was damn funny. then it was time to go. so we went to the canteen to look for dawn and jona and co was there. they were looking at me really weird. especially jona. so anyway, dawn packed up and we went into aunts car. then dawn was telling us abt how there were 3 haunted hses initially. but one, cos make people cry, so had to close down. then karl was talking bout his sch's being totally horrible so i shudnt go. but i think if there's the right company its quite fun la. then karl let me hear some german song. then he said in the mv, the guys are really hot, hot enuf to turn him gay, obviously he was joking la, then nick was like karl, tell me sth, tell me u like woman! hahas. so funny. so after that, we went to vivo. and nick had to go home for dinner cos his aunt was coming over and his mom wudnt let us eat tgt. anw, we kindda had trouble finding restaurants to eat cos it was all so full. karl went looking for restaurants to eat when we were at daiso. hahas. so we ended up eating at white dog's cafe. sounds like a dog diner but it was ok la. my steak was kindda bleeding even though it was medium well. and karl said my steak tastes bad. but thats only cos he ate the bit that was slightly hard, the last part. then after dinner, we went shopping. well, window shopping. then there was like a whole lot of chuppachups. if i were with my mom,i'd probably buy the entire shop. but i bought lots of sweets fr daiso alr. then we went home and yea.
then abt saturday training, fee, geok and li and COACH keep saying jonathan is my bf. then coach oso was like little boy u oso bu fang guo. hello! newsflash! he is 2 yrs younger than me yo! hahas. but it was quite fun la. the week before was fun too. geok, li and fee teamed up and attacked me with water. water fr the water cooler= COLD! yea. then i was pushed to the edge and ended up locking myself in a cubicle and i found a host and started spraying. hahas. but ltr everyone was wet, except coach cos he was like u splash la, splash la, i make u do more physical then u noe. hahas. so he was the only one un-wet. ok have to go study for science and do hw alr. hopefully can post soon. and some bloody asshole called me a slut on jasons's blog. feel free to take a look:D

[[9:37pm; 23 apr 2008]]

after swim finals

2008-04-05T04:00:00.000-07:00

its been like so long since i actually had time to post. sigh. too much homework and project and stuff so this was wad i wrote in my attempt to write a post the other time but had to go for dinner halfway thru. "ytd was swim finals. it was both boring and fun. boring was when everyone went missing and i was bored stiff then the fun part was when we asked kifo to help us buy the drinks from the vending machine cos they were all block by the uniform groups." ok so, continue from there. kifo din buy us the drinks cos he said it was a "school rule" so no one was allowed. so strict la. teacher oso bu fang guo. hahas. i ended up playing truth or dare in siying, euphemia, marina and some other's den. hahas. siying got so pissed that everyone one who passed thru stepped on her, so she wanted to bash them up. hahs. violent. then after swim finals, marina and i went to heeren, just to find the 5th lvl to be on renovation, so no neoprints, no sakae sushi (everyone go AWW..) yea, so we went to wheelock instead, after meeting up with jia qi and mh and decided on sun with moon. lunch was damn funny la! its like..
marina: (accidentally drops chopstick) jia qi, help me ask for a pair of chopsticks.
jia qi: why shud i? (still asks man for shopsticks)
marina: cos its embarrassing!
jia qi : (meanwhile) hmm.. wearing a vest, looks like the manager.
me: in what way is it embarassing, he had probably taken a thousand chopsticks before urs.
mh: (lower voice) chopstick man..

hahas. it was damn funny la. then ltr its like we were talking talking then marina was like u'll never noe when u will drop a chopstick. then whoops.. chopstick dropped by mh. hahas. then we were laughing like mad. hahas. then after lunch we went window shopping. so shiok, get to go out after such a long time.

then ytd another funny thing happened. its like there was this informal assessment (graded) then we din noe abt it cos no one heard mrs lim when she said it. well msot of us. so we din noe. and the notice was at the back of the class. who ever looks behind? thats why eyes are made infront right? yea, so we din noe there was such assignment and it was due ytd! (UHH OOHH!) yea, then its like everyone was panicing. so its like Chemical X came out with a brilliant idea, write a 1 infront of the 8 april. hahas. then mrs lim din realise it so she said make sure u all take note of the dateline ok? then we were like ok. then i think rifah and cheryl was dancing the merry dance infront of class, the opposite end of the class from mrs lim. hahas. then they were like we're just dancing, dun bother us. hahas. the today mrs lim was like i clearly rmb i wrote the 8th, who put the extra 1 huh? u all getting naughtier now isit?! hahas. so funny. but she let us hand in on monday.

and ytd's social studies, before LA, then melanie and sarah that area were doing the appreciation card then when mr seow asked who has something to contribute to the topic what a beautiful woman shud be like, sarah raised her hands and then mr seow said yes? then she was like do u have colour pencils? hahahahs. then he was like i look like...i... provide colour pencils? then he told her not to do other work in class. yea then ltr in the lesson, maxine said assets. then mr seow was like what kind; a, b, c, d? then she was like ayah, not too big not too small la. then he was like what is not too big not too small? then she was like b, c? ayah ask weiyi la. then mr seow was like ok, weiyi, what size? then she was like D, Damn Dangerously BIG! hahas. it was damn hilarious man! hahas.

[[9:17pm; 9 apr 2008]]

after no internet connection

2008-04-03T07:50:00.000-07:00

i finally could go online. stoopid internet connection la. make me have to do my work in mom's com and getting her all mad at me. it was an online test for goodness sake. so anyway, april fool's was kindda funny... JASON! hahas. but after that, i found out that there are REALLY alot of rumours about me. i dun get it man, i din have so much unwanted attention last yr. its not like i committed something adulterous or sth. people are going up to my frens and asking them abt me. they dont even noe these people and i dont think i noe them either. whats their problam man?! im not the notorious kind who parties like there's no tomorrow k? i get tired easily when i spend the whole day out and i DO have my restrictions. people are judging me falsely and think of me as someone im not! i dont care what others say about me but it freakin pisses me off when they would go to the extent of asking my frens who dont even noe them. pff! miss.understood. freakin losers..

[[11:01; 3 april 2008]]

last day of march

2008-03-31T07:33:00.000-07:00

the day before yesterday was funorama, not very fun but still better than the br carnival. hopefully next yr's br carnival will be a fun one cos for once, i actually noe quite a few people there alr. ok, so funorama was all food, drinks, sweating and a lil look ard. i saw jeremiah, melvin, timothy, jona, jeremy, austen, nathan, beverly, jewel, GRACE and RAHEL STEPH! and apparently, njl just went "missing". so weird la, like one find day when i was coming home from training and mh called me telling me how that boy disappeared off to malaysia and never coming back. then whats the point of telling us how hot tricia is man?!? i mean like he shud at least call mh, she's really upset. and i dunno what to tell those people who asked me what happened and why mh is acting this way! gosh. ok back to the carnival stuff. then its like we got bored at the last 1 hr, so we went to orchard instead. but then grace had to go eat dinner with her mom so she went to paragon and steph and i went to taka to go look at some shops. and i decided, im getting my new wallet at guess! i still havnt decided on where i can get my flip flops from though. recommendations? and another funny thing happened on saturday after training, darren was asking jonathan for his nric no to sign up for the competition then its like he din noe, so he went whats my nric huh? good question.. wait, i go call my mom... hello? mommy? whats my nric huh? lol! it was so funny! then ltr when resting then its like there was this person who sent jonathan those chain msges abt what true love in 15 mins kindda thing. then he was laughing when he showed me the msg. then i was like who is this? then he was like thats the point, i dont even noe! hahas. then its like he asked me to send those vulgar language kindda msg for fun then i really did. hahas. when i asked who he was, the person just put eff u lar, u msg me before and now u tell me u dunno who i am?! hahas. its heavily edited here though. hahas. then when jonathan was training then i went to the court and look at him play then everyone there was laughing at me for wearing my glasses, ESPECIALLY jonathan..-.- anyway, i kindda just got the photos with grace and marina and stuff, take a look:D

ok, gotta go do homework alr. Nick j, if u are reading this, go call mh k? i dun care how she will weep but u have to. pweety pweese??

[[11:11; 31 mar 2008]]

newly updated

2008-03-27T09:14:00.000-07:00

whoots! finally managed to get the blog going. its like i was sick of the other skin so i wanted to change it. then its like i got this pretty one but unfortunately the skin was not well-designed and it screwed everything up. so its like i didnt have the time to redo everything so yea, i finally did it. and as i've always been, many thing reflects me and how im feeling so, not exactly portrayed in this blogskin but i guess good enough. 分開以後! i think its my latest fav song. and 本来 will have to be the song that is really me so far. ok so lets say alot has been happening and good or bad,.... FUNORAMA IN ON SATURDAY! its like how many days away? its twelve now so.. 1 day more! whoots. jona said he'll be going. wonder if i can get a chance to meet him. hmm.. and i din think tricia actually noes njl. gosh. and he thinks she's really hot. so surprising. hopefully tricia isnt bitchy now. gotta go ask her next time she goes online.. ohh man, im feeling like im missing something again, feeling so empty all over. anyway, i am really taking the chance of the funorama to dress up hahas. its been like so long since i did, so its time so show some smexiness! hahas. i really hope marina can make it. she's so high now, after some bash. hahas. and grace's msn is down.. ohh that reminds me, my phone is still spoilt people! its so depressing. mh's phone and ipod got confiscated thanks to someone whom she said has a fat ass and sat on her phone till the phone rang then her ipod got confiscated too. and mine isnt working, and grace msn isnt working either. its like im still in the middle of a conversation with lawrence, goodness. and timothy FINALLY got a msn. hahas. dunno why but he seems slightly more consistant with his humour. hahas. too bad karl cant come for acjc on sat. ZZ.. ben's fault, AGAIN!

[[12:32; 28 mar 2008]]

ooh 5 days nv post

2008-03-18T08:22:00.000-07:00

ohhohh! b div finals finally ended today. rg won, but i think the seniors did very well. it was a really tiring day today, its like right after school, b div finals, then tuition, then home, so i've been out since morning to night. and im having a headache now:( my stoopid freakin phone not working again!!! idiotic man, i can't receive messages. im so sorry everyone, im not trying to be rude or daoing anyone or mad at any of u. its really lonely without you guys, really. thats why i hope to go out with grace and marina on friday! i think i can, afterall, my parents will wake up late, then go for dinner with all the cuz and then go karaoke. oooh miss talking to karl! hahas. its been like so long since we had a heart to heart kind of convo. the last time was when i was feeling super insecure. o ok, so i think i saw njl today. i really think its him. doubt he recognises me, so nvm. hehe. mh said that i was more cheerful ytd. must be the unblocking of the mental block. i gotta credit my gurlayyes, they have been there for me since forever. i've been really down lately and.. even though truth may be very hard to accept and very hard to face up to, they still let me know and tell me to accept it, and at the same time comfort me when i start crying. thanks you guys:D even for the counselling thing marina suggested... hahas. just kidding. ok, just like what jason did, grace, marina, minnhwei, you guys are the best. and for wanrui, thank you for believing in me when no one else did, or still do. not forgetting you! ok i feel prize-presentationie! well, if i din acknowledge anyone who has really really stood by me, blame my head, but not my heart! hahas. sunday is easter!

[[12:14; tuesday 19th mar 2008]]

one month one day.

2008-03-13T08:58:00.001-07:00

one month one day. dont noe why it occurs to me so much that is one month one day. so weird. ok, today is thursday and its raining heavily today. tomorrow's weather prediction is... raining! then i dun have to go for training:D ohh im talking to marina now. and asking her to come over after her poetry slam thing. wonder why she joined it, i guess its for the fun or sth. and we were talking abt some stuff then abt jona. and she was like if u wanna date a simple gurl, go date an amoeba, it cant get any simpler than that. hahas. she was just kidding and it really cracked me up. but.. ohh crap.. in leaving traces everywhere.. heck.. im still thinking abt someone la. man, this is gonna take a long long time. but yea, i gotta face the facts. ok enuf abt it, some bloody rumours will start spreading, and i have had enuf of it man.

another thing bothering me. am i really a bimbo? many say im not. but not close people say i am. im not blunt and straight forward in the way i talk to people right? sigh. im going mad.. i hav alot on my mind i cant talk abt now. i really need someone to understand me more than anything else right now. this must be the lowest point that has ever happened to me.. sigh.

[[1 sumthing am; friday 14 mar 2008]]

before singles, after doubles

2008-03-09T22:20:00.000-07:00

just finish my doubles ytd. lost but not upset! hahas. played well and i din even think of my opponent being champ for under 14! hahas. im feeling quite pleased. hahas. it's the first im not nervous or jumpy or anything. yay me! hahas. liyana was very stressed hahas. and before our match, geok, fee, liyana and i were watching weirong's match. he finally managed a wave la. crazy person. hahas. yea so we were watching his match and talking and giggling then he was like ehh shuddup la! hahas. wasnt very close to him la. then fee and geok say he's my loverboy like wadtheheck la! hahas. he won his match tho. hahas. got scolded by his partner cos he got distracted by us hahas. damn funny. then halfway steffina and aunty sally and catherine and jessica was there too. oohhhh miss y'all loads! then gave steff a hug and cat was like yuck! hahas. then steff was telling me abt how she exchanged jackets with james. hahas. she's using his which looks booking-passable in mg. hahas. then james has her crystal-studded one. hahas. poor guy. hahas. and she was telling me abt jason not asking her out so often alr and eric being a million times worse. hahas. and she asked if i wanna go to her house for a gurl thang. baking?? hahas. its so gonnna be awesomely fun. and timothy smsed me today, after a really really long time. seriously, does this sentence did u attend the challet with the polo people? put u off? no right? i mean its just a question la. guilty conscience.. hahas. still the one word ans from guys..zz. sometimes worse still, just a :) sigh. then i just randomly asked if he was still at remedial then he was like im at waffletown now:) and i was like so sick of that place and he was like why? bad memories? then i was like i dun count that as bad memories, its just that i've been there so many times i get sick of it. then he was like i go there more often than u. then i was like true, maybe the people la. i need to do sth fun. then told him abt the weirong's match thing. then he only managed a heh heh.. sigh. and there's this project im suppose to do and i actually stayed up till 3 and found nothing. so sad la. i dunno what im gonna tell rifah. gotta go call her ltr. ok gotta go alr! maybe go blog again ltr, when i get really bored or sth.

[[1:50pm; 10 mar 2008]]

no directions.

2008-03-08T05:47:00.000-08:00

i cant put my finger on how im feeling now. reminiscing the earlier days when i smiled, thinking of the convo ytd when i was HIGH like no one else! hahas. and the mc d trip at cross. ohh i'll start with the b div finals. its the second time they're postponing it. then i had to wear my tennis outfit the rest of the day and everyone was like why your skirt so short? are you even wearing any? hahas. then loads of explaining to do. sigh. then friday was cross. and fbt was well hidden underneath the gigantic shirt. hahas. yea. jogged abit. but who cares la. im known to be slacky wad. even sarah gan say im very naughty and amabel say i look like those type who can never make it to a good class. hahas. and then during cross its like we're not suppose to go mc d cos everyone else wud go too. but grace, mh, aisha, and one other person and i went to mc d. then its like ms chong was there then we were like we're going to the toilet. then in the toilet we were like shit man! shit man! hahas. and mh was telling things.. yea then we went out and i was contemplating whether to go buy sth, with my wallet in my hand alr. but i cud see ms chong looking at me fr the corner of my eye. so i was like nvm la. but ltr the few of us bought stuff fr mc cafe. hahas. then mh and the aisha and the other gurl damn smart la. buy alr quickly run to the seats outside, then leave grace and me at the counter ordering and waiting for my vanilla frappe. ohh speaking of which, marina is overseas now. macau i think. i hope she's having a good itme. ohh ok then its like we were waiting and jumping up and down then some teacher was like did you all ask a teacher for permission to come buy things here? then i was like err... umm... then she was like did u or did u not? then i was like no? then she was like dun let me catch u ever again. then i was like ok. then ltr mrs p came in and looked at us. then grace was like dun look. then i turned back. but she already knew i saw her expression. damn it. then after that we all went back to the grand lawn and everyone was so surprised hahas. i was like why did we do such a stupid thing?!?! then grace was like its not a stupid thing, its fun. its fun to rebel. then mh was like YEA MAN! i gotta admit, it was fun. i havnt had so much fun since moons ago. only my sec 1 babes will come misbehave with me la. in 2h is so guai. if not, the extra small minority is too bad, like reaching home at ungodly hours. yea, so it was quite fun la, cross. but the rest of the day was super boring man. chinese culture camp, painting, paper cutting. i seriously felt like a kindergarten kid again. except the painting teacher sound like and is like those people who teach old folks stuff u see in the tv's. not very easy to hear what he said. and i wrote bush! it was a picture of a bush someone drew k? not the george bush kindda bush. then he was like dun write words there. hahas. it was so boring. then go home, rest, the tuition. so tiring. then come home, crap like siao. hahas. there was like nicky, brendan, ratana and me in the convo and only rat and i were talking. hahas. nicky's dao-ie tho. hahas. hopefully we get to go out tgt some time. today was chinese culture camp again. it was BORING. and many of the places was where we went for the heritage tour and the primary school one. ok, lets talk abt history then. I MISS 1O! we used to make fun of people and go crazy all the time la. now grace and marina are away. so lonely. sigh. and tmr is the doubles match. and monday's the singles. i hope i do well for it!

[[10:26pm; 8th mar 2008]]

finals postponed

2008-03-05T05:49:00.001-08:00

i have no idea what im doing here when i have to do homewrork. hahas. ok nvm, i'll crap a FEW lines then do homework hahas. its the finals for mg b div today! yea, but i rained:( hahas. so its continuing tomorrow. skip classes again! hahas. i must be feeling very bored now, timothy hasnt smsed me for days, i'm not talking to lawrence, joelson not online, brendan hasnt replied my testi, marina set on busy mode, grace not even online. sigh. im living such a boring life man. but yea, loneliness makes me think alot, as always. ytd i was talking to lawrence and he said sl is bitchy and slutty and no one really likes her. i never heard of that side of the story before. i always thought she's a famous one. that time grace said she looks slutty and bitchy too. i havnt really met her before though. ooh and friday's cross! but then chinese camp till 5. and day 2 of camp on sat. so sian. after that have to go weiyi's house to do project. oooohhhh how i dread doing project when i can foresee the trouble later. sigh. i dun really understand my part la but i guess i'll do wat i can. afterall, no one really understand what is my topic. hahas. you noe wad, i thought of something random today. hahas. its like at kallang right, then the mg gurls was walking to the courts and acs i guys were walking in our direction. then natty and i needed the toilet quite badly cos we were fighting against ourselve on the bus. lol. so yea, we walked quickly and was the first in line then stinkin julienne said that natty and i were boy crazy -.-!! then its like everyone was like oooooooooo. but its not it lor. we just needed the toilet! hahas. then when it rained very heavily, the acs guys were talking to julienne and i was like see? who's the boy crazy one now huh? then she just ignored me. hahas. hopefully tomorrow will be of a better weather. SOMEONE TALK TO ME! I'M REALLY BORING MY ARSE OFF RIGHT NOW!!

[[10:04pm; 5 march 2008]]

2008-03-03T00:49:00.000-08:00

so long since i last posted haa! ok, i'll make up for it today:D ok well, its the last week of school and im still not sure whether im gonna be tired cos i cant even tell if its a busy week! ok lets see.. doubles training, crosscountry, b div finals, geog test, chinese camp, competition... wow. but school's missing a bit. so i dunno.. tired? maybe? hahas. ohh and ytd was talking to joelson online. changed not as much as i thought he would though. he still remembers im not a good liar! hahas. we talked quite alot ytd. it was fun, but he's kinda screwed up. hehe. ohh and today, went for the b div 3rd and 4th placing match. nanyang was good on the doubles and i heard ij was good on the singles. ij won though. its mg's turn on wednesday! im really excited about missing lessons. hahas. ohh and besides the gurls at kallang, ac b and vs were there too. so noisy man. hahas. i was like linesmaning with my back facing them and i find myslf listening to their whoohaa once in awhile. hahas. but it was funny. and its health awareness week in mg so there were activities and i purposely chose wordsearch cos its like i dun like soccer, i cant play it, and im not good with english so boggle wasnt for me. crossword wasnt couch potato work k?! its like joyce lim was at the first floor doing the crossword then she had to run all the way up to the fourth floor to pass the crossword to me so that i can do the wordsearch and run down. the way up was tough too k? and i already had to go all the way up EVERY MORNING. running to the wordsearch people was worse. i had ito find them cos mrs kuan said BOGGLE earlier. so i thought i wasnt needed. so yea. anyway, our class got first. fast runners man! hahas. friday's cross! i dun feel like running 2.8k. but ok la, for the sake of my fitness, i'll do my best, and its 0.7 k lesser! gotta ask jessica to run with me:) ohh and another amazing thing is, im playing jean for singles and khee yen for doubles! so funny la. i havnt played with them before though. hahas.

[[5:05pm; 3 march 2008]]

6 days no post.

2008-02-22T06:10:00.000-08:00

6 days since i last posted! those days were HORRIBLE man. i so could have fainted on the streets or something with all the lack of sleep lah. project so many, tests even more and i had to attend b div match then tuition. im surprise im not sick yet. but best part is, i dun have to do history test cos the match was a valid reason. bt the horrible part is the newspaper project. sigh. but i'll work hard! im in desperate need of sleep man. ytd was the first ever time i ever fell asleep on the bus. and when i got home, i sleep through the night, until my alarm clock rang. it was so exhausting. and i feel bad abt not finishing the project guys. im really sorry. i deserve to be shot in the head or something. homework for this weekend is quite alot. sigh. better start MUGGING tomorrow when i get enuf rest! stressed man.. and i hope mrs lim doesnt have a bad impression of me so easily. i like din bring my health booklet and rich file today. and i din noe my locker number, i still dont, and then erm.. during cip, i looked at my phone for the time and she was like dun play with your phone, its cip. then she took my phone away, then when picking up the leaves then joyce lim was like ehh look at whoever it was, bag so full alr! then when i was looking in that direction and clicking the thong, then mrs lim passed by and she was like hanying, pick up the leaves and stop playing with the thong! so pissing man. i think after today she's gonna hate me or something. i dun mind chicken farmer hating me lah. it just makes me laugh when she gets really pissed. hahas. ok gonna sleep early tonight. Nights!

[[10:24; 22 feb 2008]]

tiring day.

2008-02-16T06:19:00.000-08:00

hmms.. today just went out with weiyi to get yili a pressie. so tiring. it was quite nice lah, so long nv go alr. guess wad we got for yili? DEAR ELIZABETH HWANG YI LI, PLEASE DO NOT READ FROM HERE ONWARDS IF YOU ARE READING BEFORE WE GIVE THE PRESENT TO YOU. THANK YOU.

hahas. ok so yea. we went to bugis to get a pair of earings. its from billabong and its nice. and we got a handphone charm for her from mu-ee. it looks elegant and is WHITE! it was through alot of consideration and walking, and combing stores and stores. yea. bt i guess all was worth it:) really tired now. ohh i just went on facebook. isabelle said jona is downright stoopid hahas. she's so cute man. hahas. and my mom found out abt the break up thing. now she's asking me why i broke up! are all mothers like that? anyways, its late now. tuition tmr morning. ohh i got new shoes alr! whoots! okok, gotta sleep now. buh bye:DD

not so bad a valentine's day

2008-02-15T07:27:00.000-08:00

15 february! valentine's day was quite bearable. though minn hwei asked how it is going on between US. lottsa explaining to do with the peeps! RAWR! i better go look for a psychiatrist soon or something. hahas. ohh i had 2 flowers ytd! hahas. i think its one less than last yr, bosom buddies day. i only sent one to marina and one to grace only. hehe. and i had to stay up till 1 to do the reading assignment last night. so tired today lah. ytd my dad's reaction was damn funny. hahas. he was like who give you the roses? gurl or guy? my grandma oso very funny. i just come home then she was like who's the flower from? then i was like my frens. then she was like is your boyfriend give one lah, dun think you can bluff me. then i tried explaining to her in chinese. i dun think she really understood what i said bt still ok lah. hahas. at least she let me off the hook:)) tomorrow going out with weiyi to bugis after tuition to get liz a pressie. i've been wanting to go out with weiyi every since we decided on it. today i just realise something. my frens hesitate calling me cos of my busy schedule. hahas. this morning weiyi was like So what time can i call u huh? You're suppose to have training today right?
err. yea but im nt going cos i din noe so i din bring my attire.
Ohh then at night you have tuition right?
yea, 7.
Ohh then what time do you finish?
8:30.
Ok! i'll call you after that. you noe, i cant go like the norm when asking when i can call you like hey i call you today k? i have to go like when and what time can i call you huh?
hahas. aniwaes, gotta sleep now. training tomorrow.

[[11:42; 15 feb 2008]]

v-day eve

2008-02-13T02:15:00.000-08:00

its one day to v-day. im facing this day with mixed feelings. sigh. jason asked if i wanna go out with him and most probably with a bunch of other guys. i dun think i should be going. there's a test. and a project due on friday. im kindda looking forward to all the gifts tomorrow. hahas. got grace and marina a rose fr that bossom buddy thing. good cause, good cause, has nothing to do with me being crooked! i forgot how many i got last year. hahas. i think i'll just get something from the supermarket or something. its too late to bake brownies, too many homework. went for the b div match just now. first time wearing the mg tennis team outfit hahas. got quite a stare from the public. hahas. maybe its the shirt being too long and the skirt being too short, thats why they were looking. hahas. im still wondering when i can play. today's match was held at yio chu kang. i met wei rong today. he din say hi. bt he looks fine now:) just now at yio chu kang i had the wildest of wildest ideas. i was thinking maybe by chance i would meet jonathan there. lol. some wild imagination. hahas. anyway, i think if were to go out with jason, brendan would most prob be there. but steffina's busy! thats also another reason not to go right? better get those darn homework done. wishing everyone a blessed valentines day!
PS: hate the radio, reminding me of valentine's day every minute.

[[6:26pm; 13 feb 2008]]

1st day of cny

2008-02-07T07:40:00.000-08:00

more depressed than not. got really upset abt wad happened ytd on the other side of life. bt i guess its all part and parcel of life. well, collected alot of money and grace's blog got viewed by kimchi. hahas. excited her. hahas. ok collected alot of money today, when sleeping in the afternoon, the bloody toddlers made alot of noise and woke me up. then at night i made a call that i probably shudnt hav made. and i called timothy after that. then grace. then was looking at facebook for quite sometime. then was chatting with grace and marina on msn. that really cheered me up. thanks a mill gurls. yea. so we're planning to go out on monday. ice skating before training at 2. i cant wait! i've been waiting to go ice skating for a very long time alr. hahas.
maybe some one-day public hols ard the corner will giv me the chance to go ice skating again. with steffina and her frens along with grace and marina. hehe. it'll be fun. but on monday, i really need the time alone with grace and marina. we hav loads to talk abt and do. after iceskating..... karaoke! that wud be the next thing i'll be waiting to do. hopefully march hols marina wont be away the whole week. and i hope the competition doesnt disrupt any of my plans. please, please dont. hope for the best, prepare for the worst. for both incidents thats happening or will happen.

[[12:54; 8th feb 08]]

CNY eve.

2008-02-06T04:32:00.000-08:00

its cny eve today. im still nt really feeling the excitement of visiting. maybe its just growing up. well, in school today, we had a concert. the primary schoolers were damn funny lah. hahas. there was this gurl who clearly forgot what she had to do so she was looking at her friends and her actions were slower than the rest. hahas. and the funniest part is u noe the chinese dance thing, the red cloth thing, that gurl's and another gurl's got stuck together for awhile. hahas. so funny. everyone was laughing. hahas. it was entertaining lah. at least it kept me awake. hahas. the cldds performance was nice too. grace and wan rui were acting! it was cute cos they acted as the naggy, irritating grandmama and grandpapa. hahas. then when wan rui "died", everyone was laughing like mad. hahas. sadists. then after school, we went to hannah's hse for a 1o gathering. it wasnt as familiar as before tho. grace, marina and i then sit next to the pool and paint nails. not me, the 2 of them. bt they screwed their fingers so we cudnt finish painting them. hahas. then grace had to go home so marina came over and we watched why why love. nt from the front tho, fr where i left off. then in the middle she had to go home. then i continued watching. i finished it today! ohmigoshie. cost me so much tears lah. i still dun quite understand what happened in the end tho. hahas. ohh and for reunion dinner, karl, dawn and their mom came to join us. then during the dinner then karl was talking sth abt triceps looking good when there's a horse shoe shape. then i was like show me then. then he showed me his triceps then i was like doesnt look like a horse shoe wad. then my sis was like looks like tang yuan (glutinous riceballs). hahas. then karl was like wah lao eh. my triceps so sexy u say its like tang yuan. hahas then my bro was talking abt the balls of fury the guy's chest muscle can like move up and down? then dawn was like i oso can. hahas. everyone was like dun hav anything lah. then i was like karl, still rmb u asked me to get u a d cup bra on ur b'dae? then he was like shh. dun tell everyone my size! ltr they feel sad. hahas. so funny. ohh and today laurence smsed me 3 times. must be very bored guy. hahas. TODAY SO HIGH!! hahas. ok crappy no more. buh bye!

[[9:26; 6th feb 2008]]

unexpected but pleased:D

2008-02-05T07:16:00.000-08:00

apparently, i was the one who made the call again.. sigh. nvm lah. at least we got ot meet up again today. being not very expressive of myself, its so difficult saying what i want. ohh and today, can you believe it? some bloody moron called me fat man! i am so not fat, anorexic freak. i so dun want to be skinny till i start having funny growth and become a bearded lady. that is so not me dude! i so dun want to be flat-chested too. anyway, i bought a guess bag ytd! and a dress. so pleased! hahas. its cny eve tmr alr! concerts, 2007 class party, nail painting. best part is afternoon sleep! hahas. i havnt gotten enuf sleep ok? wow. today so many exclamation marks. funny part is, im nt hyper now, very sleepy instead. hahas. it like 15 mins to 12 now. im missing grace and marina now. jonathan must asleep now. timothy is asleep now. sometimes i wonder. if i were to hav a high fever, how many people would notice? neglected? lonesome? i cant really explain this feeling. today seeing jeremiah looking so "not-again" written all over his face when he saw me just now was quite fun. hahas. pei sin still waiting for nsw's "lightbulb" pic. hahas. just u wait till i get my hands on it. relaxed as it is in the night, i still doesnt change the loneliness feeling. i want to go ice skating with grace and marina, just the 3 of us, no guy matter or complication matter in between the 3 of us. it has really been ages since we went out together. hope grace's lip is all right now. she got injured during pe. ohh and smsing steffina, turns out things are better for her. some people thinks that jason is her bestfriend. hahas. poor her. luckily i dun get mocked at by nosey parkers for anything.

SERIES OF EVENTS:
1)cny--1 day's time.
2)d-day--8 days' time.
3)valentine's day--9 days' time.
4)Eliz's bdae--12 days' time.
5)Ratana's bdae--13 days' time.

looking forward, not backward:/

[[12am 6th feb 08]]

6th day i havent heard from you

2008-01-31T06:50:00.000-08:00

yep, i counted 6th day. tomorrow night? sigh. what to do? sigh.

aniwaes, rachel knows how to play secret! im gonna learn from her. dontcha laugh at my poor musical skills k? you'll see. hmph! hahas. ohh and guess what yall? dun have to sing misery business infront of everyone! whoots! hahas. ok something else to look forward to is hoping that my mom would agree to letting me go out with grace and marina this saturday or sth. so long since i last went out with them. stupid overcrowded schedule. pff! another thing is 13th feb. i so wanna miss classes and do linesmen umpiring for the b div tennis! chinese test delayed one day noe?:)) one day makes alot of difference. actually by now, i think with all my crapping in chinese class, the teach should start detesting me. dunno why she treats me like any other good students. my chinese results? hard to believe.. she's so unlike mrs chen. so funny. well, all i noe is that i gotta work really hard and see what are the paths i can take. jia you kimberly koh! that not only includes studies:D oh and there's chinese new year which is in 7 days! gonna blow the relatives off with my fashion senses man! hahas. still, JIA YOU!

[[11:01; 31 january 08]]

the blog's finally done!

2008-01-30T05:04:00.000-08:00

ohmigosh! i didnt think blogger would change so much. like what kind of templates do they have? lol. anyways, i finally got it done thanks to joyce who told this outdated me wad on earth is going on. hopefully this blog can go on for as long as i need it. i need to write my thoughts and feelings somewhere y'all! for as much as i noe, someone is not calling me. please call me k? i think its the fifth day alr. bleah! so lonely! people are going to start rumours again if i start writing names down right? just like a year ago...

darn it, everyone thought i was secretly in love with kifo! gosh! so yucky. it was just that he was like the most fun teacher to bully lor. goodness. NAME GAME! hahas. so fun. hahas. i miss my 2007 oreos! i want my grace and marina. so fun when we go out and have fun and making really good memories *reminiscing*. ok still have to complete my new found blog. taa..

[[9:15pm; 30/1/08]]